Does anyone have experience with any of these? I know the anger management camps cost an arm and a leg even for 1 day let alone a week or month. But I’ve gotten to a place where I think I need to go. Just away from emails, clients, my father (founder/owner). Anything minor at this point is just triggering me and all the other past BS just overflows like an erupting volcano. I also need to know how to manage employees and expectations. I’ve learned on the fly because my father is no help in this department and times more harmful. (Talking about other employees salary or interviewees requesting salary in front of others basically undermining all the private meetings myself and our manager had individually with them). That’s just one of a million things at work that’s incredibly wrong, mainly with my father. I’ve seen 7-11 workers that have more pride in their work than him. Certain things he says has every ones jaws dropped to the floor (clients, myself, employees) and we’ve lost clients because of it as well. I work with an overseas office so in a developing country so that’s also another huge burden. I can’t tell you the amount of late night meetings all for naught only to repeat myself in the morning (getting no sleep) and then shamefully facing the client. I got into a toxic relationship during covid on top of all this. (Verbal and physical abuse due to her drinking) At this point I’m intolerable to family, employees, clients, friends, gf. I have no motivation these days, snd more so just think about death. I’m not suicidal, but what is this all for? Like why am I doing this? Am I going to be happy when I look back when I die? Why live so unhappy if we’re all gonna die anyways? It just seems living is so much more harder. My bad if it’s a little inappropriate. I just needed a place to vent. I just don’t know where.